Archive for August, 2005

August 26, 2005

August 26, 2005 | Updates

I’m posting this update a little earlier than usual because my dad is with Samuel and I have a little free time - nice, huh?! Anyway, today has been a pretty good day. When I got here this morning, Dr. Gooch asked if they could put more botox into Samuel’s back. I asked her if the only side effect could be that he will become immune to the botox and she said yes. So I told them they could go ahead with it because hopefully, this will be the only time in his life that he really needs botox to work.Samuel hadn’t slept very well last night, mostly, I think, because the nurses didn’t do a very good job of scheduling his meds. He took tranxene at 7 pm and clonidine at 8:30 pm and he was asleep by 9 pm. He only slept until about midnight and then again from about 5 am to 7 am. But they never did use his ambien which he can have during the night. And they didn’t give him his clonidine and hour after the tranxene to put him to sleep around 3 am. So I have asked them to help me write up a schedule of what meds they are going to give and when during the night. I have a good idea of what will work to help him sleep, so hopefully, they’ll stick to it and we can get him a good night’s rest.

I feel a ton better about Samuel’s moods and reactions since the Zyprexa is gone. He is much more alert, much more attentive and focusing on things much more today than the last 3 or 4 days. And he is not nearly as upset and “mad”. I also haven’t seen the flushing in his face, and he isn’t absolutely knocked out from 6 am to 2 pm during the day. It’s actually funny that the doctor that discontinued that medication for me wrote in the order that the resident or any other doctor was not allowed to represcribe it. She’s my favorite doctor and you can see why!

They finished up the EEG this afternoon and removed all the sensors from his head. He did have several of his “episodes” during the EEG, so hopefully, they can get enough info to tell me what they are. They also said they will review the entire 21 hours that he had the test and look at all the abnormalities in it to help us find ways to help him.

Then Dr. Gooch came in and put the botox in his back. She also put some in his glutious maximus (scientific term for back side)! They are really hoping to find a way to get him to stop arching his back. They’re afraid he is going to give himself scoliosis. In addition, they raised his dose in his baclefin pump to 45 micrograms per hour during the day and 55 micrograms per hour at night.

They also recasted his left arm today for the last time. They should be able to take it off on Monday and splint it. Then they will start working on his right arm. His left foot also has a brace that we put on it 3 times a day for 2 hours each time. And they may cast his wrists and hands in the future if needed.

Last of all, someone came today to talk to me about the G-tube surgery and the nissen. They aren’t sure still if he will need both surgeries because the doctor is out of town until Monday and hasn’t reviewed the results of Samuel’s test yet. But he will come in on Monday and explain what they want to do and then Samuel is scheduled for the surger on Tuesday.

Today I did get Samuel to sit on my lap in the rocking chair, face me, bend his legs around me and rest his head on my shoulder. He still would try to posture, but he was also a little more relaxed than usual. It was nice and gave him a little bit of a break from being so tense and tight and laying on his back. Hopefully, we will be able to find more and more ways to help him relax.

Keep up your prayers - like I always say. We will probably be headed home within the next 10 days or so. And we’re going to need lots of prayers then as we try to adjust to a whole new life with lots of time needing to be devoted to Samuel.

Thanks everyone for all you’ve done and are doing!

We love you!

Love,
Teresa, Samuel, Tom & the boys

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August 25, 2005

August 25, 2005 | Updates

Today was Tanner’s first day of Junior High. Yeah for him! I hope he had a good day. And I hope he knows how many times I thought of him during the day and wondered how things were going. Hopefully we will be home soon so we can see for ourselves.Samuel fell asleep last night after he was given some tranxene then melatonin. He slept until 6:30 am when they gave him some Zyprexa. I was pretty upset when I got here this morning that they had used the Zyprexa and especially at 6:30 am. I had specifically told them that I didn’t want them to do that again because it caused Samuel to sleep most the day and I don’t want his days and nights mixed up.So Samuel slept until about noon when I finally woke him up. Then I gave him a sponge bath and brushed his teeth and then we tried going for a ride. He was really upset again when he woke up. It’s not an uncomfortable upset. It’s a mad upset. His face flushes and he cries like he’s really, really mad. It’s not like him, and I’m hoping it’s related to the Zyprexa and that it will go away.

I have also noticed that he hasn’t been focusing on much the past few days and he had been having more “seizures” when he first wakes up than later in the day. I am wondering if this is also caused by the Zyprexa. It can cause vision problems, flushing of the face and neck and says it should not be taken by people prone to seizures. I asked the doctors to discontinue it after the dose they gave him this morning and they did. So I am hoping many of these new problems will go away within the next day or two.

At 4 pm, they hooked him up to the EEG machine. It had 22 electrodes that were hooked to his head and chest. They will monitor his brain waves for about 18 hours. I have a schedule where I write down every time he has an “episode”. I also press a button that indicates to the computer that it is happening. I hope they can figure some things out from this test. I know nothing about it, but I certainly see that he has plenty of brain waves. I just don’t know if they’re headed in the right directions.

Tonight he fell asleep by 9 pm with a dose of tranxene at 7 pm and a dose of clonadine at 8:30 pm. He will be able to get melatonin and ambien during the night if he needs it, so hopefully he will sleep. His baclefin pump is still set at 1150 micrograms per 24 hours, but he gets less of a dose during the day and more at night to help him sleep.

The doctors now are mostly concerned with getting his feeding figured out and then finding something to help his back and hips. They are concerned that he is going to cause a curve in his spine from always pulling in the same direction. They don’t know if maybe they can figure out something to ease that or if they can raise the medication in his pump again. We will see. But they are trying to reduce his medications to just the ones that are definitely helping him so that he won’t be so sedated and have so many complications from all of them.

I haven’t seen the sleep apnea except for a few times here and there. I do think it is related to different medications and it will subside as things level out.

Well, that’s all for tonight. I’m pretty tired and ready for a good night’s rest. I sure am glad for everyone who has helped us so much. It’s comforting to know that we’re not alone in all this. Keep the prayers coming. We need them. We might be headed home in the next few weeks. Pray hard that we’ll have the strength to do this and that Samuel will continue to progress and get better.

We love you all!

Love,
The whole Jewkes clan!

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August 24, 2005

August 24, 2005 | Updates

Last night, I was given a gift. It wasn’t anything grand, but I would have paid a pretty penny for it.Samuel fell asleep on his own at about 8 pm last night. Then the nurse came to give him his bedtime meds. As the nurse was pushing the ambien and melatonin into his feeding tube, I happened to look up and notice that his oxygen level had dropped considerably. The alarms were suspended, so they hadn’t notified us. I jumped up and asked the nurse if the monitor was reading right. She said, “Probably not.” But the pulse from the oxygen monitor matched the pulse from his other monitor which meant it was reading right.

I grabbed the oxygen and turned it on and put it near his face. But his stats didn’t change. So I proceeded to wake him up. I stretched his arm and shook him a little and he started to wake. He looked like he was trying to gag, so I turned him on his side and he threw up. (That would have been the 4th time that day he had thrown up.) As soon as he did, his stats came right back up. Then a few minutes later they dropped again, but this time down into the low 80’s. Again he looked like he was gagging, so I turned him on his side and he threw up again. And his stats returned to normal.

Well, his bed was a mess, so I said I would hold him while the nurse changed the bed. As I picked him up, I realized he was totally relaxed. I put him on my lap, sitting up, with his hips bent, his knees bent and his head resting back on my shoulder. He just sat there looking around for about 15 minutes. He didn’t posture once. And then he sat there another 15 minutes dozing off to sleep. It was so wonderful I couldn’t hold back the tears. It was the first time since the night before his accident that I was able to hold him and rock him in a relaxed state like I do every night. I sang to him and even repositioned him a few times and he remained perfectly calm. It was a gift and I was so very thankful for it.

They said he slept until 6 am and then they gave him some Zyprexa and some Clonadine and he went back to sleep from 9:30 am until 2:30 pm when I finally woke him up. He woke up in an awful mood. He has been doing that the last few days and will wake up more “angry” than I have ever seen him. It seems to subside within an hour or so, but I do not understand what is causing it and I don’t like it.

Then we went down for an hour long test to check for reflux and then an hour of therapy. He is still having those “seizures” and they are scheduled to do his EEG tomorrow. He bit his check pretty badly today during one of them and they are a little scary to watch. I will be glad when they figure out what they are. I am also concerned that he may be having these new symptoms as a reaction to the Zyprexa they started giving him about 3 nights ago. From what I read, it is a bipolar, schizophrenic medication that is sometimes used to sedate the elderly in nursing homes. I am concerned about that and some of the side effects it can have. I am going to talk with the doctors about it tomorrow.

Otherwise, it has seemed like a very short day because Samuel slept so much of it. His surgery for his G tube is scheduled for next Tuesday. Also, the cast on his one arm should come off either Friday or Monday and will be replaced with a splint. Then they can get working on the other arm.

I started to write a post earlier today and didn’t end up posting it. But I basically wanted to share with everyone how thankful we feel for gospel and the comfort it has brought us over these last weeks. We have been so blessed to come to truly know that God is watching over Samuel and that whatever happens will be his will. It is the most comforting feeling in the world to know that someone who cares more for Samuel than I do is watching out for and in control of his future.

Thank you all for your prayers. Please keep them coming because they are working.

We love you all!

Love,

Teresa & Samuel

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August 23, 2005

August 23, 2005 | Updates

I haven’t deserted all of you! Sunday was an OK day for Samuel. He did seem a little more upset than usual, but not enough to call the doctors. We still think he is trying to adjust to the changes they made in his medications.Monday morning, Tom came to sit with Samuel while I took the kids school shopping. We got a lot done and had a fun time doing it. Then the kids headed back home with Tom to get ready for school to start.
Samuel did wake up Monday morning with some kind of a rash and a little bit of a fever. They weren’t necessarily too concerned and they seem to think it is related to an alergic reaction to a medication or maybe the detergent in the sheets or something. A little benedryl seemed to clear it up and the fever subsided quite a bit. They again ran tests to check for infection, but nothing showed up.

Saturday, Sunday & Monday nights, Samuel went to sleep between 8 and 9 pm and woke between 2 and 4 am. He doesn’t like to go back to sleep then and often stays awake until his morning meds at 8 am and the takes a nap then. We’d like to see that improve so that he sleeps through the night.

I also have noticed that Samuel is doing something “different” than I have seen before. He started doing it Saturday. It reminds me of something he was doing in the intensive care unit just a few days after the accident. He will pucker up his lips, clench his teeth together, roll his eyes partly back up into his head and then stare into space and hold totally still for maybe 30 seconds or so. He does not posture during the episodes and does not seem to be coherent. I think they may be seizures and have asked the doctors several times about them.

Today, the “seizures” were worse. He would get upset and start crying and his face would get really red and then his eyes would roll into his head and he would open his mouth wide and look like he was going to gag. Then his lips would pucker up and his eyes would roll partly into his head and he would stare straight ahead. All the while, he does not posture but is very relaxed. They last a few minutes and have happened at least 7 times that I have seen today. I again approached the doctors and they indicated that they would do an EEG on him tomorrow to see if he is, indeed, having seizures.

Last night, he had an episode at about 11:30 pm where his oxygen dropped to about 80 and then again to about 70 (5 minutes later) and then again much lower than that (about 5 minutes later). The third time, they had a difficult time getting his oxygen levels to return to normal and he turned pale and a little blue. They gave him oxygen and his stats returned to normal as they woke him from a very deep sleep. He has been fine since. They are again blaming the meds and have stopped his oral baclefin along with the medication that helps with Parkinson’s disease. They also reduced his pump baclefin during the day and raised it during the night to try and help him sleep. Otherwise, they are trying to do a better job of staggering his meds to keep him from getting sedated by any one of them.

They have scheduled the G-tube surgery for next Tuesday and are planning on doing a reflux study on him either tonight or tomorrow night. That will determine whether or not he will get a Nissen where they sew the top of his stomach around the bottom of his esophogas to keep him from refluxing or throwing up. So we will see on that.

Last of all, the car wash my sister held this past Saturday was a great success and a lot of fun. We want to thank her and her softball team and my kids for helping out with it and everyone that showed up! We especially want to thank the old guy out back washing tires and drying cars!

Thank you everyone for all you’ve done. Keep up the prayers and the optimism. I still have great feeling about Samuel and how well he can do. He’s a tough little boy!

Love,
Teresa & Samuel

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August 22, 2005

August 22, 2005 | Updates

 Today, Teresa had a chance to take the boys school shopping while I watched Samuel. While sitting with him alone all day I thought about how his state is and how he may never be the same again. It brought me to missing him, I sang to him, I talked to him, and I just plain stared @ him for a wile. During this time I thought about what had happened to him and how blessed we are to still have him here with us. I thought again about how the doctors are pleased & surprised with his recovery, and how for some reason the good Lord has decided to leave him here on earth with us. I thought about all the good people of this valley, from north to south we have been blessed with the kindness of pure charity, of the pure love of Christ. It brings me to wonder why us? Why so much kindness when there are soo many other people needing help. The sadness I felt all day was not depressing, it was not upsetting or empty, it was a peaceful sadness, a feeling of love and gratefulness of having Samuel still with us. A feeling of apprecation for everybody. Its obvious now that he will not be the same when we get him home, he may have problems all his life, including mentally and physically. If that is what the Lord wants, then we are grateful and excited to get started raising the special spirit we have been given. Looking back, thinking of little Sameul before all this happened, he was kind of a different boy. Just wanting to be happy, not very often in a bad mood. He was a daddies boy, and spent all after noon of everyday following me around everywhere I went. It was not bothersome. He was not a problem maker and didn’t much like to fight. When another young child took a toy from him rather than freaking out like other boys would do, he just excerised patience and waited his turn.The other day in the morning they came in, took him down to get a spinal tap of fluid out of his back for tests. It was very difficult for him. Here is this little helpless boy laying face first on a hard table with nothing for pain or discomfort, but just his patience to get him through. His posturing has shaped his little body into a crooked backward U shape, so his feet stretched in the air and his head clear up off the table with me whispering into his ears with teary eyes trying to calm him down by saying “be soft” “its ok” I must have looked like a baby, but to see his patient eyes, and him not crying much but instead he must have just wondered why this was happening. But he didn’t complain more than a little cry, his eyes were open looking down @ the table with drool coming out his mouth and a tight body wanting it to stop. It wasn’t a big deal, but for some reason I can’t stop thinking about that morning and what he must think is going on. It brings me to wonder if he thinks or wonders if we can stop it, and why we don’t. I pray that the Lord will erase some of his memory, and take some of these experiences away. When I do it is usually a peacfull prayer, as most are. It is that peace that is priceless to us. No amount of money can give that to us. I am so glad we have that peace, I am so glad we have prayer as a direct communication to God and his direction. I count on it daily, and expect it. Sameul is an inspiration to us all. 

I pray that I can live worthy to continue raising him in what ever way the Lord wants. I pray that blessings will flow to all of you who have supported us through prayer, and love. It is overwhelming to see the love from everybody. While driving home from SLC today coming up the road towards the little country town of Paradise, I realoized that we have only lived here for a few short months, it seems like so much longer, but I realized we were coming home and it actually felt like it. It felt like we were traveling into the arms of Paradise, and we did. This whole valley has been so kind, so much we can’t thank enough. Sorry this is so long and I am so long winded. (smile) Love Tom

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